KINGSVIEW
WHAT AMOS
MIGHT RANT ABOUT TODAY
Testing Anger as
Resource
Michael
A. King
In some ways, at least for now, Garret
Keizers article transformed my life. It was
because I was so taken with it, and hoped
other readers would be, that I made the
effort as DSM editor to track down
its original owner and pay to reprint it.
What caught my attention was its focus on
the "enigma of anger," as
Keizer puts it, pointing to his own
complex and enigmatic relationship to
this force through which he knows he both
destroys and is inspired to do good
things.
I too could tell
stories of my own unproductive
relationship with anger. Perhaps most
famous in my immediate family is the
time, happily now a good many years ago,
when after a ghastly experience buying
new tires put on hours late by bumblers,
I came home shot through with rage. I
picked up a chair in our bedroom (old and
already cracked; a hint of rationality
remained) and slammed it down so hard it
shattered. The experience put me so close
to the raw power of anger and what it
could have done if I had turned it on a
person that I have not again let myself
express it so nakedly. In fact various
healings in my life journey have made
such rage, if not entirely unknown,
blessedly less frequent than back then.
I would not want to
unlearn what I know about angers
power to destroy; often we need lessons
in anger control, not appreciation. Yet
as one who grew up in a tradition that
emphasized nonviolence and tended to
equate anger itself with violence, I
suspect I still have lessons to learn
from the other side of the enigma Keizer
sketches out for us, which is that he is
drawing on its fuel precisely as he
writes his article and convincingly makes
the case that much of what is wrong with
our so often unjust society calls not for
inaction but for "well-aimed
rage."
And so having pondered Keizer, I
want to do two things: first, I want to
do what I have rarely deliberately done:
write in anger. Certainly I have written
in anger before, but not in a conscious
effort to test what insights anger can
bring. Second, at a time when it seems to
me my culture, that of the United States,
is particularly living on the
edgebetween a carefree affluence
and the sense of threat that now hangs
over our ability to live as we
haveI want to aim the anger in one
of the directions Keizer calls for, that
of wrong values.
I want to join a
Keizer-inspired exploration of what anger
can do with what seems to me a prime
example of this in the Bible: the anger
of the prophet Amos. Reading Amos after
Keizer, I was struck by how angry Amos
must have been back then. Furiously he
told a nation sometimes strikingly like
oursoften comfortably wealthy,
complacent, sure that so much Amos was
prepared to call into question was just
the way things were and should
bejust how wrong things were and
how disastrously they would come apart
not too long after.
I dont claim God
has told me to say what Im about to
say; I claim only the fallible insights
of anger. I dont know what will
happen next in North America. But I do
believe that along with whatever
inspiration God offered him, anger
provided Amos with strikingly accurate
insights into a nation which did indeed
not long after fall to pieces in much the
way he had forecast. So I will at least
test what likewise comes from my angry
spirit as Keizer provides the inspiration
for me to try its release and Amos the
inspiration for the targets of its
release.
What took me in the
first place to Amos after Keizer started
me thinking about anger was the memory of
that rage-filled line from Amos,
"Hear this, you cows of Bashan who .
. . oppress the poor, who crush the
needy, who say to their husbands,
Bring something to
drink!" I would be considered
to have gone far beyond constructive
anger if I were to forecast in
todays cultural terms the
equivalent of what Amos predicts for
those who, wallowing in obscene luxury,
clamor for ever lower taxes while forty
million Americans go to bed each night
aware they dare not get sick because they
lack health coverage. This in a nation
that says spending a hundred billion or
two on war should pose no economic
problem but fixing the health crisis
cant be done.
On and on Amos rages,
wanting nothing to do with buzz concepts
like denominational transformation,
missional congregations, contemporary or
good old traditional worship styles, if
the people who foster them just do their
complacent self-indulgent thing while
around them the suffering rises.
So without claiming to
be sure these are the exact parallels
Amos would rage about if here today, what
might at least be potential examples?
Manicured Lawns
I have never heard lawn
care raised as a test of membership nor,
as pastor, am I about to start. But from
everything I can tell, the North American
practice of maintaining as manicured
lawns stretches of land cumulatively vast
enough to house entire nations is an
abominationprecisely the type of
taken-for-granted-of-course-its-a-good-thing
horror Amos hated. The damage done to
ecosystems by our motorized and chemical
intrusions into Gods good earth to
create artificial swaths of outdoor
carpet is apparently nearly incalculable.
Oh, I too have a lawn.
But over the years I have let more forest
grow at its edges. And I refuse the
chemical applications that make some
neighbors yards resemble golf
coursesmeaning just about nothing
God originally put there will grow in it.
I dont have the guts to stop
growing a lawn, but I hope a century from
now we will have learned enough about the
damage lawns do that instead of taking
them for granted as a sign of good
citizenship we will point fingers at
those who still stubbornly maintain them.
SUVs
I have nothing original
to say anymore against SUVs; happily
others have beaten me to it. I will
confess to being pleased that enough
Christians have finally felt enough rage
about countless Americans hurtling along
in their gas-wasting, CO2-spewing
behemoths of steel that they recently
made headlines to the effect that God
hates SUVs. I bet God does; I do too.
Housing Developments
Until weeks ago the
hillside two fields over was a Salford
township field long farmed. First the
developer wanted to put hundreds of homes
on it. When a bunch of us stirred
ourselves to protest, the good news was
that the developer had to pare his dreams
to 35 homes. The bad news is that I can
hear them now, the bulldozers tearing off
the topsoil to make way for the lawns
that will instead prevail in this new
haven now called, dear God, "The
Preserve at Salford."
Denominational Organizations
My ire so far has
targeted primarily larger cultural
issues. But in Amos day, nation and
people of God were much the same thing,
and the people of God were who got
blasted. So if one is to emulate
Amos anger, one must include the
church as target.
I believe
denominational organizations do many good
things. But in recent months I have had
contact with stories about two different
denominational organizations, their
entire reason for existing supposedly
being to pursue various forms of
Christian mission, which have chosen to
do things to people of a sort which if
one person did it to another would be
considered beyond the pale. You just
dont treat people that way if you
want to be able to claim to be a
Christian.
The financial woes
which forced these organizations into
hard choices are understandable; the
making of the choices is not the issue.
But apparently because leaders of such
organizations need not look individuals
in the eye and can sit in boardrooms
making decisions without directly facing
those affected, they endorse implementing
hard decisions in ways so harsh that if I
used them against a congregational
member, I might be disciplined.
Organizations that do not implement hard
choices in ways that respect the basic
vulnerability, dignity, and humanity of
the real people affected enrage me.
Ideologues
I am sick of hearing
stories of people not allowed to teach
and think freely at Christian
universities if they do not toe precisely
the denominational line on a given issue.
Martin Luther did not toe the lines of
his day. Menno Simons, for whom
Mennonites are named, was from the
vantage point of his original Catholic
"denomination" a renegade
priest. How then today does God similarly
bring new light if any effort to think
beyond present convictions is heretical?
Likewise I am sick of
the reformers also so sure of their new
light that they persecute denominational
leaders, university administrators,
writers, or any figures who catch their
eye, as traitors to the cause of
righteousness whenever their object of
scorn shows signs of not believing
precisely what the prophets do.
Eek. I wonder how well
I would have liked Martin Luther, Menno
Simons, Amos. Parts of them would have
thrilled me. But often their relentlessly
self-assured certainty that what they
were rejecting was wrong and they
entirely right would have itself enraged
me. It occurs to me that in this column,
theirs is the camp I have joined.
I am glad I did; I
learned much from them and am convinced
they have much to teach me about the
constructive power of anger. I still
believe in what I have just preached.
There are about 20 other abominations yet
I could vent my spleen on.
But I have spent my
anger. There is a time for it, but it can
only take me so far. I am, in the end, a
human being, nearly always implicated in
what I have scorned, as riddled with
complexities and contradictions as the
people whose choices I have just judged.
Let me now offer them mercyand ask
for theirs.
Michael A.
King, Telford, Pennsylvania, is pastor,
Spring Mount (Pa.) Mennonite Church; and
editor, DreamSeeker Magazine.
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