Finding Our Way Home
Still warmed by your clammy farewell
kisses,
we speed over Ohios frozen surface
past flat fallow farmland.
You always wished wed love
the likes of such flatness.
Today the snow-dusted soybean stubble
is like confectioners sugar on Pops
stiff whiskers,
but what my fingerprints hold is the
memory
of soothing your rising-bread-dough arm,
skin smooth beyond its 93 winters.
My fingerprints hold it steady,
steady as a glass brim full
on this frigid Wednesday journey,
whose bright hours jostle us
as we all find our way home.
Sharon Jantzi KraybillJourney
Sharons mother has died.
Tonight
theres no sleep
on my side
of the moonlit bed
only the thought
of Sharons grief
unwinding along
the weary miles
to Michigan
and home again,
the long, slow trip
to childhood space
subsumed within
a greater span
of painful ache
too sharp, too new
to truly name
the sense of loss
so close at hand
it all but stops
a daughter heart.
Julie Gochenour
Sharon Jantzi
Kraybill, Lancaster, Pennsylvania, wrote
Finding Our Way Home while
driving home after saying good-bye to her
mother, who died the next evening. Under
sponsorship of Eastern Mennonite
Missions, and serving with husband Herb,
Kraybill taught English in Nazareth,
Ethiopia for 14 years. She now does some
teaching for the Eastern Mennonite
University degree completion program in
Lancaster. She is always looking for
excuses to converse with Scripture and
hold her new granddaughter Raewyn.
Julie Gochenour,
Sharons friend, wrote
Journey on receiving e-mail
from Sharon telling of her mothers
death and that Sharon was driving back to
the funeral. Neither knew at the time of
the others poem. Julie, member of
the Religious Society of Friends, is
completing her M.A.R. She and husband
Gary live on the family farm in
Maurertown, Virginia.
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